Saturday, July 4, 2009

I Fall

I've been missing you for days now.
Pulled threw one to many breakdowns.
I can't believe you've gone away now.
Why didn't i just ask you to stay.
I see your face in the crowds.
So i look towards the clouds.

you never tried with me.
When the tough got here you go going.
i broke the rules for,
then you came unglued.
I tried so hard
now all i can do
is wish the best for you.
the best for you.


You make me wanna go to church.
just to see if that shit really works.
i have to to make it past this drought.
gasping for a way to keep you around.
i've been missing you for weeks now.
so i start to look towards the clouds.


you never tried with me.
When the tough got here you go going.
i broke the rules for,
then you came unglued.
I tried so hard
now all i can do
is wish the best for you.
the best for you.

You were always so good at making me wait.
and i have been waiting so long that i really need a break.
with a deep breath i cut you out of my life.
i use my cold heart for the knife.


you never tried with me.
When the tough got here you go going.
i broke the rules for,
then you came unglued.
I tried so hard
now all i can do
Is wish the worst for you
The fucking worst for you
I wish the worst for you.

Fight Till the end

Please come back to me i know i say things that i don't mean.
I'm so sick of the fighting, sick of everything.
I'm getting tired of this bullshit i can't handle it,
tired of trying to cleanse this relationship.
And still we fight, we fight for no reason,
because i can't be right.
This makes me cry,
I'm crying inside.

We are fighting.
We fight all night.
I can't believe we are fighting again.
why are we fighting?
We are fucking fighting again.
when is this shit going to end.

So i tell you that i can't handle this any more.
and you look at me with a face that makes me want more.
I can't stand being around you,
Why did we let it begin when everything has to end.
Then we fight for eachother and throw it away
because nothing is ever going to change.
so you give up,
saying this is all anything will ever be with us.
I fight to change your mind,
Its not enough you already made that up.
Why do i still fight.

Goddamn it
We are fighting.
We fight all night.
I can't believe we are fighting again.
why are we fighting?
We are fucking fighting again.
We are going to fight till the end.

Everything is breaking up around me.
I just want you here,
Telling me everything is going to be okay.
Why
Why can't it be okay.
Please
Please Make it okay.


Goddamn it
We are fighting.
why are we fighting?
We are fucking fighting again.
We are going to fight till the end.

Fight till the end
Fight till the end.

Not sure Yet.

I wake Up,
To all the things i've done wrong.
These days seem so long
When you feel like you don't belong.
So I,
Take my time
live life
The way i like.
Judged by all for what i do.
In the end that shit will bite you.



It's a sad world,
when you don't have much to live for.
curled up in a ball of fear.
just wishing to dissappear.
you must perservere
don't give up yet.
don't be a silhouette
you must not forget.
that life is fill with regret.
filled with.....


The pressure that i'm under.
drives me fucking insane
i must refrain
from the vein
why does the pain,remain
no room to complain.
i seen it comming from miles away
everday i want to decay away
to my dismay
i'm here to stay

It's a sad world,
when you don't have much to live for.
curled up in a ball of fear.
just wishing to dissappear.
you must perservere
don't give up yet.
don't be a silhouette
you must not forget.
that life is fill with regret.
filled with.....


When can i dissappear?
tried of living in fear.
this life if filled with...
this life is filled with...
REGRET
MISTAKES
so much shit i can't take
can i please just run awayyyyyy


Sad world...
Fear..
Forget..
Regret...

It's a sad world,
when you don't have much to live for.
curled up in a ball of fear.
just wishing to dissappear.
you must perservere
don't give up yet.
don't be a silhouette
you must not forget.
that life is fill with regret.
filled with.....